And now I'm just Dead Inside wondering WHY I KEEP TRYING to DO things... Have to RELY on people to TAKE ME PLACES. TO EAT. SHOP. COOK. GET DRESSED. GET MY PAD CHANGED. TIDY OR CLEAN MY ROOM. TAKE OUT THE TRASH FROM THE ROOM. PUT THINGS AWAY... EVERYTHING THAT'S HUMANE, USUAL, THAT I USED TO DO WITHOUT A SECOND THOGHT & IN MY OWN HOME..... But Now... That's ALL Changed. Instead, I am left unable to do almost anythig, INFANALISED. IMPRISONED. IMPERFECT.BROKEN.
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