Fibro Bunny

This... SUPER DRAINED EXHAUSTION is Getting Seriously, Severely Out Of Hand. There's the Paresthesia Nightmare of PAIN. The Undiagnosed Long COVID that's making it impossible to even move. ... Seriously, I Just Don't Know how else to word this DEEP ... Empty & VOID inside of... Ability To Move Or Even Breathe without The Most Enormous Effort... Wasn't there before I got COVID and now it's just getting worse with each day and month that goes by...

Enduring The Days… The Relentless, Endless Days

Unable to eat, my Fibro FlareUp is SUPERNOVA… Enough that I keep Blacking Out from the PAIN… AFTER A HORRIBLE, TORTUOUS NIGHT & MORNING OF PANIC ATTACKS….. I now find out the Lead on my charging box by bed has failed. The USB plus directly in the baby plug TOWER isn’t working. Can’t get at … Continue reading Enduring The Days… The Relentless, Endless Days

Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia

Spoiler Alert:WEATHER WINS. EVERY. tIMe. March 2023 -- And Storm Larissa has hit us over here [from France, apparently] like a sledgehammer to the head. Fibromyalgia, Chronic illness, Chronic Pain... All Bring Agony & Paresthesia through my door, into my Body & Brain & Life Sudo Existence. It all crashes down onto me... Drowning Me... … Continue reading Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia

Just To Do One Simple Thing…

Feels like Everything is in a Fugue... Isobars aren't being Fair, Whatsoever, playing some SERIOUS RollerCoastering as of late... And. WAY. Too. Much. -- Just Stress & Exhaustion & PURE UTTER CHAOS... WANT To DO Things... But Actually Can't -- Just in some kind of Dazed Haze, unable to Think Straight... Or even in a mildly … Continue reading Just To Do One Simple Thing…

Inclined Towards Chronic Agony — Rising 90 Millibars… In. Eight. Long. Days

Weather... Isobars... It's Going To Get Ugly.... Right Now it's 1013mb,after Rising all the way from 971mb JUST FOUR  DAYS AGO  -- That's 42mb RISE in FOUR DAYS!!!!...  AND By Thursday - ONE WEEK LATER - It Is Going To BE.......... 1041mb!!!!!!!   I REALLY Can't Believe It..... 1041 mb .....   So.... 971mb ALL … Continue reading Inclined Towards Chronic Agony — Rising 90 Millibars… In. Eight. Long. Days

Just… Isobar Nightmares Again..

 | 15°C ... More Storms... More Miserables... More Skydiving Isobars...   This is what I have to look forward to Friday through Saturday, now...😟🤯☹️😖😣😥😢   ... To make it worse, all of Friday is in the 900s too... #weather #pain #isobars #anxietyPowered by Journey Diary.

A Futile Fibro Flare-Up Day…

I’m in no shape of, or for, anything. Done naught but a few words in Daylio and Jouney Journal, then blindly and mindlessly poking around the internet a little... It’s horrible outside. Cold, rainy, high Humidity. The isobars are decent-ish at 1016mb. I’m so cold... But I can’t move, and in too much pain to do anything about it...

Aching & Breaking

The weather is getting to me again... My hands are tingling with pins and needles, mixed with tiny but very powerful and painful electric shocks. My fingertips are especially painful, as is a small space at the bottom of my right thumb joint. Of course, that's not all it is, but right now it's marginally … Continue reading Aching & Breaking