The Anxiety is overwhelming -- and there seems no way of turning off that Churning In the pit of my stomach every time meds are due now... And obviously that makes it worse and a Catch-22 pile of crap that seems Utterly Impossible to stop spinning... SEVEN TIMES I Aspirated In One Day... SEVEN. Each time it happens, the pressure is so intense in my body, it pushes the bowel down, and sometimes even nearly out, as well, which is a horrible physical pain/intense sensation to also deal with alongside the rest of it.
Choking On Burnout
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