Tag: fibro flareup

Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, Agony, anguish, anxiety, autistic, badday, badthings, badweather, blackouts, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, despairing, disability, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, weather, Weather/Isobars

Spoiler Alert:WEATHER WINS. EVERY. tIMe. March 2023 -- And Storm Larissa has hit us over here [from France, apparently] like a sledgehammer to the head. Fibromyalgia, Chronic illness, Chronic Pain... All Bring Agony & Paresthesia through my door, into my Body & Brain & Life Sudo Existence. It all crashes down onto me... Drowning Me... … Continue reading Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia →

Running Through Custard & Quicksand

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, anxiety, ASD, asd, autistic, badweather, blackouts, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, drained, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, headache, healthcare, helplessness, hypervigilance, imprisonedfeels, infection, Isobars / Air-Pressure, Mental Health, miserable, morphine, nausea, numbness, overwhelmed, pain, painsomnia, Ramblings, spasms, stress, Treatments, weather, Weather/Isobars

I'm absolutely WRECKED... Feeling like I've been hit by a runaway BULLET Train, run over by a tank, then forcibly wrapped inside a boa-constrictor that has SEVERELY ELECTROCUTING giant hedgehog spikes, IMPALING Me EVERYWHERE, with NON-STOP Electrocuting Currents.... And With Each Individual Cell having its very OWN TENS Machine Attached -- on "MEGA SUPERNOVA...(!!!!!!)" Power...

The Nightmare of Nightmares, Hemiplegia & Grinding Teeth

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, Agony, anguish, anxiety, ASD, asd, autistic, badthings, badweather, chaos, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, concerned, confused, crushingfeels, disability, dismal, distressed, disturbed, drained, drowningfeels, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, headache, healthcare, helplessness, Hemiplegia Attack, Hemiplegic Migraine, Illness & Depression, imprisonedfeels, Isobars / Air-Pressure, mobility problems, morphine, overwhelmed, pain, painkillers, painsomnia, Ramblings, sensoryoverload, spasms, stress, stressed, tmi, uncomfortable, upset, weather, Weather/Isobars

[So] after Suffering Awful Nightmares through the night, I've then been Grinding my Teeth SO HARD, meaning that now -- the Right Side of my Jaw is ABSOLUTLY KILLING ME... I think it's entirely DISTRUPTED the Neuropathy in there -- So It UTTERLY, OVERWHELMINGLY, DEVESTATINGLY HURTS It's AGONY... ... I'm also starting to Get Concerned & wonder if those Nerves are being DAMAGED IRREPRABLY from it happening REALLY FREQUENTLY again...  I was SO Exhausted last night, I Wiped OUT at 12:30am -- This was after Three Days Straight of Zero Sleep Throughout The Entire Night. That's what you get when Weird-Ass Weather, Stress & High Anxiety (especially the weather at this point) comes & Kicks You All The Way Down The Huge Mountain of Horrible You Are On... Otherwise Known As A Fibro-FlareUp & The Consequences Thereof.

Progress… ish…

Posted on by delphinemusic in Agony, aspie, autistic, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, crushingfeels, disability, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, helplessness, Illness & Depression, Mental Health, mentalhealth, mobility problems, morphine, oramorphexperiment, pain, painkillers, painsomnia, panic, stress, Treatments

...I’ve been on The Extra Zomorph Two Weeks now — and I’ve Required Not One Extra Oramorph in that entire time. It’s Quite Unbelievable — This Is The First Time Ever My Pain Has Been Controlled Without Taking [specifically] Oramorph… (whoa…!!)

Just To Do One Simple Thing…

Posted on by delphinemusic in ASD, asd, Asperger, badweather, dismal, distressed, drained, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Isobars / Air-Pressure, weather, Weather/Isobars

Feels like Everything is in a Fugue... Isobars aren't being Fair, Whatsoever, playing some SERIOUS RollerCoastering as of late... And. WAY. Too. Much. -- Just Stress & Exhaustion & PURE UTTER CHAOS... WANT To DO Things... But Actually Can't -- Just in some kind of Dazed Haze, unable to Think Straight... Or even in a mildly … Continue reading Just To Do One Simple Thing… →

Fibro FlareUps & Clueless Weather

Posted on by delphinemusic in Agony, badweather, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, Isobars / Air-Pressure, mixedfeels, overwhelmed, pain, painsomnia, personalinsights, uncertainty, uncomfortable, weather, Weather/Isobars, weird

Isobars Are Hitting Again... More RollerCoaster Disasters Coming Right Up... Whilst The Weather & Air Pressure Fail To Decide On What In All Hell's Name They're Going To Do Next... (We know it as "Springtime"... But apparently the Weather Gods are, Quite Frankly, Utterly Clueless... Clearly...) Feel like I got Run Over by a Tank, … Continue reading Fibro FlareUps & Clueless Weather →

Pain… SUCKS…

Posted on by delphinemusic in Agony, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, Ramblings

My Back is… SCREAMING… I can barely breathe… I had to Contain My Screams to even SIT UP IN BED… Nauseated & Vibrating from the sheer amount of AGONY it’s causing right now… I’ve been passing out from it, unable to wake up — so I’ve forced myself to Get Out of Bed to the floor to stop me doing it AGAIN (Again…)… My Spot (for sitting) has vanished under a pile of……. Utter Crap… Worse than … Continue reading Pain… SUCKS… →

IS It Worth It…??

Posted on by delphinemusic in chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, CPTSD, distressed, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, PTSD, ptsd, stress, stressed, trauma, trauma

BAD Headache... Neck Hurts... Achey... Quite A Bit Shakey... Feeling Horrid in General... Bloated tummy... Nauseated... Feels More Like A Hangover (or what is expect one to be like)... I Am SERIOUSLY Shaking & REALY Weak… I Can Barely Move… My Head Is POUNDING… And I’m Going More Hot & Cold Like A MEGA Messed-Up Shower… This … Continue reading IS It Worth It…?? →