A Traumatised Mind…
in a Broken Body
&
Fibromyalgia-Fatigued Pain Warrior
I’m Just Me.
DelphineMusic
.a.k.a. LeliBug
• Geek • Goth • Gamer • Coffeeholic •
• Techaholic • Unofficial Tech-Support •
• Writer • Blogger •
• [Former] Singer-Songwriter •
• [Former] IT Contractor Data Analyst•
• Animal Lover • Autistic • Wiccan •
• Wheelchair Wheeler •
LIVING WITH
Severe Fibromyalgia • Chronic Pain •
Chronic Illness • Fatigue • Alexithymia • Asthma •
• Hemiplegic Migraine • Vestibular Migraine •
• Pompholyx (dyshidrotic eczema) •
• IBS • Suprapubic (SP) Catheter •
• Von Willebrand’s Disease • Long COVID •
• Psychological Illness • Depression • (C)PTSD • BPD •
• Agoraphobia • Social-Phobia • Hyper-Vigilance •
• Extreme Social Anxiety & Distress • Panic Attacks •
MAJOR AUTISTIC BURNOUT
So… Not Much, Really….(!)
Latest Blogs
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Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia
Spoiler Alert:WEATHER WINS. EVERY. tIMe. March 2023 — And Storm Larissa has hit us over here [from France, apparently] like a sledgehammer to the head. Fibromyalgia, Chronic illness, Chronic Pain… All Bring Agony & Paresthesia through my door, into my Body & Brain &…
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Running Through Custard & Quicksand
I’m absolutely WRECKED… Feeling like I’ve been hit by a runaway BULLET Train, run over by a tank, then forcibly wrapped inside a boa-constrictor that has SEVERELY ELECTROCUTING giant hedgehog spikes, IMPALING Me EVERYWHERE, with NON-STOP Electrocuting Currents…. And With Each Individual Cell having…
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So, Apparently A&E Can’t Tell That Someone Who’s Screaming In Pain & Vomiting Continuously… IS. SERIOUSLY. ILL.
Hospital A&E COMPLETELY Ignored the Screaming Pain &; Continuous Vomiting from one Patient in the Waiting Room – A Vulnerable Adult, with Complex Medical Conditions, with Physical & Learning Disabilities, severe back and spine complications, and Mobility Problems. We were there because the GP had been…
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Just…. WRECKED…
It’s Nearly 4:30pm… and only NOW do I feel like I’m even STARTING to feel like MAYBE I can manage to do something. Like, Get Out Of Bed. Try to Play a Game. I wanted to get up by 12-to-1pm -ish to try and…
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The Nightmare of Nightmares, Hemiplegia & Grinding Teeth
[So] after Suffering Awful Nightmares through the night, I’ve then been Grinding my Teeth SO HARD, meaning that now — the Right Side of my Jaw is ABSOLUTLY KILLING ME… I think it’s entirely DISTRUPTED the Neuropathy in there — So It UTTERLY, OVERWHELMINGLY,…
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