Nightmares not only refuse to let me go, but seem to make a point of utterly grabbing me and drowning me... And one of the hardest things is trying to wade my way through the waking solid nightmare of Dysphagia. There's no medication that makes it easier or better, nothing I can take that might help in some way. There's actually nothing I can do to fix it, even.
Just… Too Much.
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