Tag: weather

Under Intense [Air] Pressure from Rollercoaster Isobars

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, anguish, anxiety, autistic, badday, badthings, badweather, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, concerned, confused, CPTSD, crushingfeels, disaster, dismal, distressed, drained, exasperation, exhaustion, fatigue, feelsick, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, frustration, healthcare, helplessness, Hemiplegic Migraine, imprisonedfeels, Isobars / Air-Pressure, long COVID, Mental Health, mentalhealth, miserable, overwhelmed, PTSD, ptsd, Ramblings, sad, sepsis, Stamina & Energy, storms, stress, stressed, suffocatingfeels, terrified, trauma, trauma, uncertainty, uncomfortable, upset, vibratingscared, waitingfordoom, weather, Weather/Isobars

Fibromyalgia has narrowed my world in a way that nothing else ever has... Then it also got itself a "friend" -- Long COVID. Long COVID then went and got SEVERELY Exacerbated by Five Months of Hellish BURNOUT because of the STUPID Hospital's Treatment (or amazing lack thereof) of Lolli. Said BurnOut has rendered me... Entirely Non-Functional. In about as bad a condition as I was when I was battling SEPSIS.... But Then... Along Comes The Big Fibro Nemesis... The GODDAMNED WEATHER -- And the Rollercoaster Isobars thaat cause PAIN & Paresthesia like No Other to me.

Enduring The Days… The Relentless, Endless Days

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, Agony, badday, badthings, badweather, blackouts, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, despairing, disability, disaster, dismal, distressed, drained, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, painsomnia, weather, Weather/Isobars

Unable to eat, my Fibro FlareUp is SUPERNOVA… Enough that I keep Blacking Out from the PAIN… AFTER A HORRIBLE, TORTUOUS NIGHT & MORNING OF PANIC ATTACKS….. I now find out the Lead on my charging box by bed has failed. The USB plus directly in the baby plug TOWER isn’t working. Can’t get at … Continue reading Enduring The Days… The Relentless, Endless Days →

Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, Agony, anguish, anxiety, autistic, badday, badthings, badweather, blackouts, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, despairing, disability, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, weather, Weather/Isobars

Spoiler Alert:WEATHER WINS. EVERY. tIMe. March 2023 -- And Storm Larissa has hit us over here [from France, apparently] like a sledgehammer to the head. Fibromyalgia, Chronic illness, Chronic Pain... All Bring Agony & Paresthesia through my door, into my Body & Brain & Life Sudo Existence. It all crashes down onto me... Drowning Me... … Continue reading Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia →

Just To Do One Simple Thing…

Posted on by delphinemusic in ASD, asd, Asperger, badweather, dismal, distressed, drained, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Isobars / Air-Pressure, weather, Weather/Isobars

Feels like Everything is in a Fugue... Isobars aren't being Fair, Whatsoever, playing some SERIOUS RollerCoastering as of late... And. WAY. Too. Much. -- Just Stress & Exhaustion & PURE UTTER CHAOS... WANT To DO Things... But Actually Can't -- Just in some kind of Dazed Haze, unable to Think Straight... Or even in a mildly … Continue reading Just To Do One Simple Thing… →

Fibro FlareUps & Clueless Weather

Posted on by delphinemusic in Agony, badweather, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, Isobars / Air-Pressure, mixedfeels, overwhelmed, pain, painsomnia, personalinsights, uncertainty, uncomfortable, weather, Weather/Isobars, weird

Isobars Are Hitting Again... More RollerCoaster Disasters Coming Right Up... Whilst The Weather & Air Pressure Fail To Decide On What In All Hell's Name They're Going To Do Next... (We know it as "Springtime"... But apparently the Weather Gods are, Quite Frankly, Utterly Clueless... Clearly...) Feel like I got Run Over by a Tank, … Continue reading Fibro FlareUps & Clueless Weather →

Inclined Towards Chronic Agony — Rising 90 Millibars… In. Eight. Long. Days

Posted on by delphinemusic in Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, weather, Weather/Isobars

Weather... Isobars... It's Going To Get Ugly.... Right Now it's 1013mb,after Rising all the way from 971mb JUST FOUR  DAYS AGO  -- That's 42mb RISE in FOUR DAYS!!!!...  AND By Thursday - ONE WEEK LATER - It Is Going To BE.......... 1041mb!!!!!!!   I REALLY Can't Believe It..... 1041 mb .....   So.... 971mb ALL … Continue reading Inclined Towards Chronic Agony — Rising 90 Millibars… In. Eight. Long. Days →

COVID Positive…

Posted on by delphinemusic in asthma, COVID 19 CoronaVirus, Fibromyalgia, helplessness, Illness & Depression, scared, vibratingscared, Weather/Isobars

So… I Caught COVID-19… … Two Years of Shielding…For Nothing.(… … …?!!) Well… Not All Stories About COVID-19 Are Bad… And, Yes, Despite Hiding In My Room For nearly 20 Months(!)… It Caught Me Anyway. But it was OK for me & my family, all of us… We’re all fine. We’re part of the Majority. … Continue reading COVID Positive… →

A Futile Fibro Flare-Up Day…

Posted on by delphinemusic in Alexithymia, anxiety, ASD, Asperger, aspie, catheter, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, despairing, disability, dismal, dragondisappointment, exasperation, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, frustration, Gaming, healthcare, helplessness, Illness & Depression, Isobars / Air-Pressure, lost, Mental Health, miserable, pain, sad, Skyrim, stress, weather

I’m in no shape of, or for, anything. Done naught but a few words in Daylio and Jouney Journal, then blindly and mindlessly poking around the internet a little... It’s horrible outside. Cold, rainy, high Humidity. The isobars are decent-ish at 1016mb. I’m so cold... But I can’t move, and in too much pain to do anything about it...