Tag: Fibroplegia

Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, Agony, anguish, anxiety, autistic, badday, badthings, badweather, blackouts, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, despairing, disability, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, weather, Weather/Isobars

Spoiler Alert:WEATHER WINS. EVERY. tIMe. March 2023 -- And Storm Larissa has hit us over here [from France, apparently] like a sledgehammer to the head. Fibromyalgia, Chronic illness, Chronic Pain... All Bring Agony & Paresthesia through my door, into my Body & Brain & Life Sudo Existence. It all crashes down onto me... Drowning Me... … Continue reading Nemesis: Weather Vs Fibromyalgia →

Running Through Custard & Quicksand

Posted on by delphinemusic in aggitated, anxiety, ASD, asd, autistic, badweather, blackouts, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, drained, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, headache, healthcare, helplessness, hypervigilance, imprisonedfeels, infection, Isobars / Air-Pressure, Mental Health, miserable, morphine, nausea, numbness, overwhelmed, pain, painsomnia, Ramblings, spasms, stress, Treatments, weather, Weather/Isobars

I'm absolutely WRECKED... Feeling like I've been hit by a runaway BULLET Train, run over by a tank, then forcibly wrapped inside a boa-constrictor that has SEVERELY ELECTROCUTING giant hedgehog spikes, IMPALING Me EVERYWHERE, with NON-STOP Electrocuting Currents.... And With Each Individual Cell having its very OWN TENS Machine Attached -- on "MEGA SUPERNOVA...(!!!!!!)" Power...

Where Did I Go…?

Posted on by delphinemusic in Alexithymia, anxiety, ASD, asd, Asperger, aspie, autistic, badthings, bpd, chaos, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, concerned, confused, CPTSD, crushingfeels, despairing, devestated, dignity, disability, disassociation, disaster, dismal, distressed, disturbed, drained, drowningfeels, exasperation, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, frustration, grief, healthcare, helplessness, hypervigilance, Illness & Depression, imprisonedfeels, independence, lost, Mental Health, mentalhealth, miserable, mixedfeels, personalinsights, Ramblings, selfawareness, selfcare, shower, showerchair, Stamina & Energy, stressed, trauma, uncertainty, uncomfortable, upset

Singer. Songwriter. Dancer. Horse Rider. Yoga Prac,titioner. Healthcare Worker. Data Analyst. Trauma Survivor. I wasn't always like this. It slammed itself into my face, destroyed my life, dessimated the person I once was,and annihilated my body. I went from a fully-formed Adult into a barely-there Zombie... with a body held together by nothing but Pregabalin, … Continue reading Where Did I Go…? →

Progress… ish…

Posted on by delphinemusic in Agony, aspie, autistic, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, crushingfeels, disability, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, helplessness, Illness & Depression, Mental Health, mentalhealth, mobility problems, morphine, oramorphexperiment, pain, painkillers, painsomnia, panic, stress, Treatments

...I’ve been on The Extra Zomorph Two Weeks now — and I’ve Required Not One Extra Oramorph in that entire time. It’s Quite Unbelievable — This Is The First Time Ever My Pain Has Been Controlled Without Taking [specifically] Oramorph… (whoa…!!)

It’s Morphin’ Time…?

Posted on by delphinemusic in chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, disability, distressed, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, medication, oramorphexperiment, overwhelmed, pain, painkillers, painsomnia

GP [kinda randomly] Called Me Yesterday afternoon, about PAIN RELIEF & MORPHINE after my Mother contacted them about requiring more Oramorph... I also sent an email with my position and my own thoughts about the amount of Pain Relief I required and WHY… Wasn’t even one of my “Normal” GPs from there, either... Anyway. I … Continue reading It’s Morphin’ Time…? →

Just To Do One Simple Thing…

Posted on by delphinemusic in ASD, asd, Asperger, badweather, dismal, distressed, drained, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Isobars / Air-Pressure, weather, Weather/Isobars

Feels like Everything is in a Fugue... Isobars aren't being Fair, Whatsoever, playing some SERIOUS RollerCoastering as of late... And. WAY. Too. Much. -- Just Stress & Exhaustion & PURE UTTER CHAOS... WANT To DO Things... But Actually Can't -- Just in some kind of Dazed Haze, unable to Think Straight... Or even in a mildly … Continue reading Just To Do One Simple Thing… →

Pain… SUCKS…

Posted on by delphinemusic in Agony, chronic illness, Chronic Pain, Chronic Paraesthesia, exhaustion, fatigue, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, Ramblings

My Back is… SCREAMING… I can barely breathe… I had to Contain My Screams to even SIT UP IN BED… Nauseated & Vibrating from the sheer amount of AGONY it’s causing right now… I’ve been passing out from it, unable to wake up — so I’ve forced myself to Get Out of Bed to the floor to stop me doing it AGAIN (Again…)… My Spot (for sitting) has vanished under a pile of……. Utter Crap… Worse than … Continue reading Pain… SUCKS… →

Inclined Towards Chronic Agony — Rising 90 Millibars… In. Eight. Long. Days

Posted on by delphinemusic in Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Fibroplegia, Illness & Depression, pain, weather, Weather/Isobars

Weather... Isobars... It's Going To Get Ugly.... Right Now it's 1013mb,after Rising all the way from 971mb JUST FOUR  DAYS AGO  -- That's 42mb RISE in FOUR DAYS!!!!...  AND By Thursday - ONE WEEK LATER - It Is Going To BE.......... 1041mb!!!!!!!   I REALLY Can't Believe It..... 1041 mb .....   So.... 971mb ALL … Continue reading Inclined Towards Chronic Agony — Rising 90 Millibars… In. Eight. Long. Days →