Oh. Dead. Lord… I’m Surrounded By Idiots…!! 😣😱😤

I just don't know what to think. Or how to properly identify or deal with these feelings... Incensed? Angry? Horrified? Hurt? Sad? Violated? Victimised? Traumatised? Grief-Stricken? ... Who knows...? I certainly don't. The PIP Fiasco Continues still... I read the full case notes the unebelivably horrible woman I saw at PIP wrote... and it's vile. … Continue reading Oh. Dead. Lord… I’m Surrounded By Idiots…!! 😣😱😤

Please Make The Stupid People Go Away… (The PIP Fiasco Continues…)

It's come to the point of I'm getting scared of what's going to happen to me next. How much the people out there who are supposed to help you are not only just going to ignore you, but they're going to kick you in the nuts when you're down, too. With Jibgle Bells on their … Continue reading Please Make The Stupid People Go Away… (The PIP Fiasco Continues…)

Sunrays Through The Clouds…

PIP Day. It went pretty well, to be honest... which has shocked me no end. I felt confident going in, the day was lovely, isobars were right up at 1025mb, temperature around 23ºC, I got there early... Everything executed astoundingly well. We got a little lost, because it's in a weird place by the Menai … Continue reading Sunrays Through The Clouds…

Getting Ready for PIP… Again…

It's the day before PIP: Take Two... I was nerve-wracked before, but now I'm just mad. My 2 large packets of paperwork are ready. I have everything I can think of set – frankly still basically in place since last week – and I'm ready to be irritated and bored by an inebriated idiot who … Continue reading Getting Ready for PIP… Again…

Reflex Runaway…

Coped with today by running away to Liverpool for the day. How else does anyone cope with what happened?? I was in a tizz, all over the place, unable to cope, or even process, what just happened when that guy called to tell me the appointment had been cancelled and rescheduled... So my mother took … Continue reading Reflex Runaway…

Waiting For The Axe To Fall…

So... today is the last day before my PIP re-assessment. Needless to say I'm terrified and freaked out. They're not nice people, and their job is to try and find ways of undermining your suffering to make sure they don't have to give you money to live on. Thus, I am not looking forward to … Continue reading Waiting For The Axe To Fall…

Never Rains But It Storms…

On 14th February 2017 I received a text message to state that a PIP update form I sent them two weeks before had been received. Today, on an already-terrible Summer Solstice day, I received a letter package from them - over four months later - to go and see them next month. I'm scared about … Continue reading Never Rains But It Storms…