Yesterday was a BAD BlackOut Day. One of several this week - although you wouldn't have forseen it - the Isobars were fairly normal and "safe", the weather was "a bit shit" but nothing out of the ordinary. I stopped eating Carb food ... and I have no idea what else really makes these things happen, because there wasn't really a lot of stress around, either. So predicting these few days, and the sheer intense BlackOut-Cycling that came with it, was immeasurably off the cards, this time. The BlackOut-Cycling for Today AND Yesterday was has been INTENSE - more so than any for a WHILE. NOTHING has been fixing it at all - not coffee or sugar, nor has giving in... And ESPECIALLLY NOT fighting it.
Blackout Mode
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